Thursday, January 21, 2010

What She Says. What He Says.

She's always been there for me, whether I had so much food on my plate or not.
Savior for Today: Mara A.

She's right! Sighs. I just need to step out of my life for just a moment and vent so I can take out all the cement blocks and bricks that are in my path. I've been telling her to just go with the flow when I'm not even following my own advice haha. I've got to make things right with myself right now. I have to stop worrying about everyone around me, he even says.

I've achieved what I never thought was possible with you. Thank you, for everything.
The Other Half of Me: Deveon I.


He's right, too! Gahz. I overthink everything and weigh out every possibility possible (good or bad) to figure out what effects what and what I can do to prevent the worst. When I do this, I'm jus screwing myself up. My health and mental state may go below normal if I don't shape up. I always tell him not to worry at all, but of course, he's going to worry no matter what I say (= a dork). I have to just take everything step by step because I'm somehow losing myself little by little and I can't let them happen.

Kudos to SBL and PM.

I'm about to finish my Storyboard and then sleep. Tomorrow will be a new day! I'm sure of it!
Things I'm Looking Forward To:
-End of Finals.
-Beg. of Semester 2.
-KMTA MC Night.
-Track Season.
-Cherry Blossom Festival.
-DCON.
-End of School.

P.S. Haha! I copied your colors!

2 comments:

Patrek said...

Good for you Nikki! and theres no way you will lose yourself im sure Deveon wont let that happen haha ;D

Mara said...

This reminds me of our conversation that one time about taking our own advice and how we DON'T do it. Haha. (:
There are people that love you and will always be there, not just me. Don't forget that either.