Who I Am.

Who am I? I am who I am. 2009 was a blast and there wasn't anything that I regret. I feel like 2009 is where I took a huge step out of my comfort zone to look at the other side. The side I was stuck on was cautiousness, high standards, and self-improvement. The side I wanted to take a glance at or take my place in was the place of availability, the momentary lapse of a smile, and beliefs. When I looked to the other side I found that I liked that side better haha. This 2010 I want to really be put to the test on what I could really do. Now I know what I want, and that’s to remember a couple of things. Be who I am. I like to let go to the wind. I like to make a funny remark or two about things I see. I like to just run with the air resisting against my body.

My parents think I’ve grown up in a way. They’re starting to tell me they have a hard time when they think of letting me go. Psshhhaaaa, I have long ways to go until I’ve fully grown up. But my parents have given me the greatest blessing which is making my own decisions because they trust me. This year I’m going to stop being so generous to those who don’t deserve it, and am going to appreciate those who appreciate me. Not only me, but the things I do, and see the hard effort I put into things. I’m not going to listen anymore of what people tell me to do. I’m going to be the person I see when I look into the mirror.

I know that I usually put some kind of weird blog that doesn’t really make sense, but this post I wanted to be straight up. Words that come from my mind in general haha.

I’m happy that I have my family to eat dinner with in the late evenings.
I’m happy that I have my friends to eat our hearts out chatting about our days and our lives.
I’m happy that I have my boyfriend here to cherish life day by day, step by step.
I’m happy that I have God in my soul, never forgetting me. Happy 2010, everyone!