Tuesday, January 19, 2010

Take the Steering Wheel.

Why is it gone? Why can't I maintain that determination I once had? It's like I see the world in a way more different view. I'm pessimistic and think constantly low of myself. That drive to be good at things and succeed has disappeared. I can actually say that school is hard.

Why can I type on blogger and be at peace, but staring at this stupid graphic organizer I'm so confused. Why do I have a mind that's freaking retarded? God d*****. Whatever.

It's fine.
Is fine even an emotion?

2 comments:

Mara said...

I think you need to take a break. From everything&everyone. Runaway for a day to be by yourself and just think. Breathe. Scream? Haha. I don't know. Remember I love you! :)

Patrek said...

It happens to people now and again but dont let it bite you in the back to much, and dont worry Ms. Fisher thing killed everybody ;p