The green, the blue, the brown, the dull yellow-- it all looks so new yet they're colors I've peered at all throughout my life. The view is beautiful from my window view in the back of the car. it's been about three hours or so that we've been driving to home from Spokane. Kuya Josin and cousin Mark are asleep, and Mikey, my annoying younger brother, is trying to busy himself with my Mum's iPhone figuring out Sudoku.
The crevices in the walls surrounding the Grand Coulee Dam are so carved so exactly that I just want to fit myself in one of those little cracks and see how long it would take until someone found me among all the other cracks. I guess I want to take a picure, but I know that my phone sucks enoguh that it'd be just a blur next to my face. Staring down into the water as my dad drives 65mph, I realize that we're really going home--home to go back to my house, studying for school, practicing organ for church, and just back to regular life. Even if I'm just a teenage girl ready to take on the world, I still am prohibited to do anything outside of my parents' regulations. I guess I miss my friends, and my bed, but whether it be a weekend away to three months away I enjoy it more than being home in Kent.
When I'm older I want to travel, but I want a family at the same time. I guess my conclusions drawn are that I can really do both unless God's will is that I can do both.
I notice the rain drilling into the farmer's grounds on my left, and clear blue skies on my right; reminds me of my life really haha. Lately, my life's just been, what's the word, simple yet busy. Simple because nothing remotely dramatic or drastic has happened, and busy because of all the upcoming events that are rolling up this months. I have my birthday in two weeks, and I cannot wait! NO JOKE!
Birthday Wish List:
- Charmed Seasons #1-4
- Any books by Isabel Allende
- Summer clothes
- MONEY
Time to go and study. Funny how just thinking about the landscapes on the way home triggered interesting thoughts.
W/Love,
Nikki.
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