Saturday, March 12, 2011

Chapter 23458762829450204 of my life.

I've always wondered what if two people could be destined for each other. I mean, I can't really say anything because I'm not even close to the age of wise and counsel. Even if I've had my share fo guys and experience, it doesn't compare to decades of loving someone or losing someone. Sometimes I wonder why my generation take relationships so seriously or so carelessly. When I mean my generation, I mean 10-20 year olds. I feel like a hypocrite cause I'm technically in a relationship, and am so happy and giddy all the time that I just want to fly to Paris just to eat chocolate pancakes or boulangeries-patisseries.

Why do people fall in love? I mean, is it because of the whole "need to reproduce" thing or what? And you know what's even worse? Freaking love is amazing. It is just freaking awesome, even if my experience involved pain, it still was a beautiful thing to me. Sighs, just when I look back at how I was when I loved ____, it makes me want to cover the hole in my heart, but oddly enough that whole is patched up with a remedy called Deveon, haha. Someone asked me what is love and sometimes I don't think I should ever answer. Because I've only experienced it where it was one-sided as in I was the only one who felt anything and the other side felt, well nothing.

I hope two-sided love is just as wonderful as I believe it to be.

Goodness gracious.
Goodness gracious.
Goodness gracious.
Goodness gracious.
Goodness gracious.
Goodness gracious.

Time to PMS,
M.N.M.

:D

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