What is Friend?

A friend is someone who knows you better than anyone else-
Someone who can sense how you're feelin just by the sound of your voice, and understands what you're saying,
even when there aren't any words...
A friend is someone who takes your deepest secrets adn tucks them safely away, and believes in the dreams you keep closest to your heart.

All I can say is that "Friends don't come any better than you". You dedicated to me, my dear, and now I must do it back. You are aching, in pain, and lost at times. I'm never there anymore, but there are times when you can't stop laughing, and you feel so lucky in life with what you have that you just can't help but smile. Let me say what I need to when I know you don't expect anything anymore...

"You will always be my best friend... You know too much". -Two Teddy Bears on a Magnet.

I want you to know that I have finally opened my eyes. This isn't what I intended, I swore to you that we would never fall apart. It's like the Fall for You by Secondhand Serenade where you're impossible to find! Haha. I'm yours to keep. Hold on to your words, because talk is cheap. Remember me tonight when you're asleep. Tonight will be the night that I will fight for you, I swear it's true. Because a girl like you's impossible to find, impossible to find. Okie, now I'm just being funny hahahahaha. I'm listening to the song right now, it like came out of nowhere on this random playlist I found on Playlist.com.

This morning I woke up to the warm sun and my warm blanket sheets. My first thought was of you. It's been like that all week since I read your letter to me... I can't believe I've been that oblivious, lovee. I don't see how you can deal with me. Sighs. I can't deal with myself sometimes either, but anyways. Back on subject. I decided to clean my room, then eat. While I was eating I was flipping through the channels and came across Veggie Tales. Mahn, I've only seen like one full show of that which was the Veggie Tales Movie with Moses haha. But then it showed me an important message. Which was "A thankful heart is a happy heart. That's why we say thank you. To show we're happy to have these things and know these people in our life".

Mar, all you've done is show your gratitude for meeting me and that you care. I couldn't ask for anything. I never saw it because I was blinded with naiivity(if that be a word bwahaa=)I'm grateful to have met you. THANK YOU SO MUCH BABBBEBESSSSS!!! I remember everything we've went through. From the clock in Tobiason's, to my first time at your house on the trampoline, to the bday party with the streamers, to your first love, to all those breakdowns, to all the epiphanies we've come up with us, to the tears, to the smiles, to the luaghter, to the food I've stolen in your house, to the pink alienated headband, to everytime you rearranced your room, to the OCD thing you have with messiness, to playing for the clarinet ensemble, to seeing your beautiful face. The face I will never forget. Sighs, whoa chill out, Nikks. Haha.

I hope I can say that I know you more than most people ever will. Are you still falling easily in love, my dear? Haha. I miss you. Never will stop thinking about you or loving you, dude. :P
Not a lesbian. Haha.


p.s. I wish livejournal wasn't blocked on my comp. Grr.
p.p.s. You may think you look weird everyday, but I don't have to see you to have you know that I think your one of the most greatest sights the world can experience. I don't think I'm making sense. But I never do. But I know you know what I'm talking about hahahahaha.