I Only Wish.

That whoever I end up with for the rest of my life will be someone who can take care of me. All my life I've had to do things all on my own with guidance from God, parents, and friends. I give so much for people and my community, what I really want in return is something in equal.

I'm tired of being treated wrong and guys' BS. I may be the heartbreaker, but I leave for good reasons; cheat, lies, fakeness, unappreciative, and cruel. It's not my friend's job to be here for me 24/7, if it was, well I wouldn't know because I've never really had that. I haven't given up on my friends yet and I'm very grateful that they haven't given up on me.

If only, if only.
Like road and car, they work together to bring each other to places.
Rumbing wildly, black takes over the trees.
And all that's left is a single beating heart.