It Changes Every So Often.

The more I learn from the people around me and the environment I live in, the more I understand why I am the way I am. Sometimes I think I'm such a complicated human being that maybe I'm just not human but a lifeform with humanistic characteristics.

I smile.
I laugh.
I cry.
I care.
I love.

No matter how much I hate feeling negatively about anything unjust to me, I can only do so much to change the bad to good. Whatever purpose God placed me on this Earth, I want to fulfill it. I can't keep running away from whatever destiny he's put forth for me. I passed my audition to be Adult Choir Organist and I couldn't feel more blessed. Deveon and Patrek have enrolled to be bible students at church, which is an even bigger blessing. Also let's not forget God's life and strength he invested in me while I survived this last week.

It almost feels like school is getting harder. But I NEED TO REMEMBER that worse things could happen. Every day I become just alittle older than I was the last day. Cracks you up doesn't it? School is starting to run my life and whether I like it or not I have to deal with it. As long as I keep praying and hoping for the best, things will go the way my destiny should. Even if there's so many people out there who criticize me on why I do the things I do, my opinion should be above all. So far I'm trying to keep my friends as close as I can, but I miss them so much yanno? I just wish that they could be a bit more understanding but I can't blame them.

Many miracles have been happening lately. My family laughing like no other, Deveon changing for the best and doing wonderful things, I get to bring my own lunch every day, my IB group make me happy, Fab6 never leaves my heart, and God keeps answering my prayers. I've got to have faith in my destiny. Maybe I should make a huge plan/schedule of my every day to get my priorities straight. WHOO HOO!