Yesterday: Realization/Epiphany hit.
Today: 365th day of being _4 years old. Snapz.
Tomorrow: _5 years ago, I was born.
Yesteday I had an emotional breakdown before going to church. So much stress and incapability of handling balance. I felt not alone or lost like I usually say, but all I could say is that I felt defeated. As if it's finally just time to give up on life. Reasons being; I keep losing everyone I love who are around me, no one can completely understand me neither can I towards myself half the time, I don't think I'm making a difference to this unearthly planet at all, and just I can't seem to ever be at ease whispering "Hakuna Matata".
To be Cont. (my mother, dangit.)
About Me
- LoveatFirstSight 8^]
- My current #1 favorite occupation is being myself. My hobbies include hanging with my close friends, playing Monopoly, getting good grades, running Track, and serving God. I hope someday to repay my parents for everything they've done for me.
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Happy Birthday Nikki Molina :]
Please cheer up!
Your 5,479 days old.
With plenty more to come ;]
This is the same thing I said to Alison. At times I feel stress out to. You know what I'll do? I just go to practice and take everything out in the pool. You may feel defeated, but you just have to stand back up and keep on trucking. There is so much you can accomplish when you don't give up. I think that being confuse is actually a good thing. It means that you are thinking about yourself and not just convincing yourself to be happy no matter what. Making a difference can take time. It's not all right off the back, you need patience, my love. You are trying to go to fast. Sometimes you need to slow down. But just enjoy life and try not to take it out so fast. Somtimes you need to take it out contorl but up tempo. (Swimmer's Quote)
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