It's A Hard Knock Life.

Finally, I feel at peace. I can't help, but smile and think of all the good things in life. Just a couple of weeks ago, A.B. told me that "Perfection's just a bore", and that really is true. Except perfection is too hard and inevitable. All my life I've always tried to be the best, the number one, and sorta become close to that. But it didn't satisfy me. It was as if that just wasn't good enough. The only time I ever felt geuninely at equal balance was when I was with my beloveds.

I look in the mirror and expect to see something great, yet I see disappointment on my expression. There's still some place or someone or something that I haven't quite reached yet. My goal is to reach that. There's one more day until the new semester. I'm looking forward for a clean slate. I ruined my first semester, but I'm not going to ruin this one. So help me God, I'll pray to you every night like I always do and hope for the best.

KMTA, and KM are one of the best things happened in my life. I hope they see that.

[A game. Write the first person's name who comes to your mind.]

Alison B. If it wasn't for you, I probably would've changed into a completely different person right now. You always make me feel good about myself, and I love having you see how great and freaking smart you are. Bwaha. Mahn I'm glad I'm the reason you can stay up at 5 a.m. in the morning. I love you, kay? Never forget that. You know me, I can't really put how I feel into words. There's too much and I'd rather look you in your beautiful brown eyes and tell you what's in my heart.

Brandon T. I think YOU are the real reason I am who I am this very second. You turned me tomboy so young as a kid, and today I'm like half girl and half boy. Hahaha. I've never had to worry about you because I know that you'll always be there to just look at me and pretend as if you don't care.

Emmalyn L. I know we didn't get too great in the start, but in the end it all worked out. I just want you to know that I love you. Bwhaha. You're so calm and good. STAY THAT WAY! You're the only one left my love. Haha. Know that the Fab6 is always here. What can I say?

EJ V. Thank you. Thank you for letting her have a reason to smile when she wakes up, and when she closes her eyes at night. I know you'll take care of her. Being on my own for awhile without her helped me learn to depend on myself. But it also taught me how much she meant to me. Woot woot! Arigato!

Jaimee M. I love you. There's no other person out there that is sorta like me, except you. You're one of the only people who understands me. But right now, you have other things. That's fine, but one day I'll tell you the whole story, from once upon a time, to the end. I look at and into you and see all this beauty and amazingness, like I said, one day I'll tell you it all! You're a fab6, what can I say?

Justin P. Okay, weird right? You are one of my Thank Yous. I learned how to be a good girlfriend and know from experience that after one breakup, that's it, yo. Haha. Still today we are best friends and make fun of each other. You're one of the awkwardest people I know. You know your Mum loves me.:P

KJ K. Mahn, you dude were my first guy best friend of middle school. We got ourselves in so much drama. Dayuhng. You are seriously one of the coolest people I know. You and Karl are just freaking amazing. I love you guys haha.

Lauren C. Girl, you are a Fab6. What can I not say about you? I know you don't want me to see you a leader, then I'll choose to view you as an example. I love you. You know that, right? Even if distance keeps us apart, like Ally says "We got unconditional love no matter what, yo".

Mark M. You are my cousin. You are like the perfect brother for me, too. You and I are too much alike in our in heart and our heads. Even if you're mind is somewhere else, as long as I got some part in your heart, it's all good.

Natrice L. Holy frizz, Nat. I swear, you make me feel spontaneous like I could do anything. You have always been downright bawb in my eyes since you can't see it my dear. Haha. You're a Fab6. What else could I say?

Paul S.G. You are my first puppy love. You showed me how to be good-hearted, and be obedient. I have never been more grateful to have met such a person. You taught me so much and I trusted you with all my heart. I'm always here for you dude. Duhh.

Von Dexter A. As my last person to write about, there are no words to describe how appreciated I am that you stepped into my life. Seeing your smile is enough to warm my heart for a week dude. In my whole life I will never forget you. In yours, I hope you don't forget me. I love you, Von. Wish you knew that. You showed me how to life myself up and fly. 8]