Finally.

It's over. The first semester of my high school life is done. One of the hardest times of my life. Mahn, freshman year. I can't wait for the rest of this year. A lot has happened. I know that this may not be a big deal to you, but to me it is. I'm going to miss it. Like Esther said "This week was different and...", well something like that HAHAHA.

Oh em gee. FINALS are DONE. Thank GOSH. Frizzin A's. KM was a huge adjustment, even more, KMTA was a huge adjustment. All these people, this environment, the teachers, the learning process, everything! It was so hard for me to get used to. I'm so glad that I had A.G.B.B. by my side throughout this school year and hopefully for the rest of it. Even if there were times where I just wanted to throw my labtop at the ground and switch to a different school, I'm glad I didn't. There are so many things I miss though. Aha, what are they again?

Missing..

• The Group; Mar, Madd, Meg, Kels, Kj, Karl, and most importantly everyone else.
• The School. I swear, best middle school I could imagine. I made a change there, too bad if didn't stick there too long.
• Band. MAHN! Why'd I quit? Grrrrrrr. I should've stayed. Clarinet was my thing, and Bass Clarinet was even better.
• National HistoryDay. That competition was seriously what made my middle school world the best. It's how I learned to act, what it was like to win, lose, and get over it. I will never forget how NHD literally shaped my life. I loved NHD more than all of my school subjects all together.

Loving..

• Als, Sandisan, Nikki, Anre, Esther, Jhoann, Hao, Mary, Jeff, Richard, Dalvyn, Manbir, Gerry, Charlie, James, and everyone else I know there.
• KMTA, sonn. Mahn I thought this program would be easy in the beginning, and it was okay. Then in the middle I started procrastinating and not spending my time wisely. BUT MAHN. The end of the semester really has taught me alot to now and just WOWZAS. It was all really worth it. The stress, the rebelliousness, the boyfriend, the tears. I now know what to do for the next semester, and the next school years to come.
• Filipino and Key Club. I love Filipino Club. It may not have consistent members but it's okay. We try, and work hard. We may not always be on task, but when we are, we are a club, a family. WOOT WOOT. Key club is amazing. Key club's frizzin' bawb. Always connected and so organized with plenty of events. I love to be a part of both.
• This blog. I learned sort of how to write and show people how I feel. I'm not that hard to get to know, but it's kind of hard to figure me out. I'm proud to say that I'm confusing, but I have good intentions; too big of a heart thinking 24/7. Aha.

Waiting..

• Semester 2. I'm going to change this semester. Not by habits and ways, but myself. I haven't really been myself. Today I glanced at a picture about a year ago with a couple of middle school friends and almost cried. That girl looked so happy and carefree. She had hopes that she felt she could reach and didn't have a care for those who doubt her. As long as she didn't doubt herself, then all would be perfect. Yes, perfect. Not the striving perfection that everyone wants, but the plain perfection that I was just content with. Can't explain but hopefully you get it.
• Track season. Dude, I'm going to run my heart out. I'm going to show the world that I can RUN. With Als by my side. Woot.
• Sophomore or the whole school election. I have newer and better ideas for this. I have high hopes and faith. I'll start when it's soon going to start.
• The end of Freshmen Year. I want to see how I turn out.