Wednesday, December 17, 2008

Freezing and Burning.

How can I explain this from what is happening around me? I thought that my heart's been like a fire all this time. Either burning because it's angered or because it's been made with coal and care. Or my heart could be freezing from being black and ice or stilled to a quiet place. I have no idea what I'm suppose to be doing. I'm so clueless and irresponsible of my actions. Why can't I be nothing? Forget this, I can't even write down what is buried in my heart. Either because it's burning and hurts too much to interpret or because it cold and still to dig deep within.

I hope one day I could be at peace, still, and heart beating, to its warmth and frozen ice.

Water and fire.

1 comment:

リチャド said...

Is this the blog that you were working on in Biology? I think this is, becuase I was peeking over your shoulder, and then I lied and said that I didn't read it, and then you said "It's O.K. R******." Anyway, I know that things are kind of jacked up right now between you and "Moses", and I hope that they get better.